DimeStoreZen0 (10:59:23 PM): A CELTIC HARP PLAYER

DimeStoreZen0 (11:06:02 PM): u know whoo is so hawt??!!

tokyoeye12 (11:06:20 PM): oMg tElL mE gUrL!

DimeStoreZen0 (11:06:25 PM): ludacris

tokyoeye12 (11:06:30 PM): LUDA

tokyoeye12 (11:06:35 PM): HE MY DAWG

DimeStoreZen0 (11:06:47 PM): he be my pupup 2

DimeStoreZen0 (11:07:04 PM): bitch u is steppineing on mye toez

tokyoeye12 (11:07:38 PM): bitch i about to be steppin on yo cracka-ass

tokyoeye12 (11:09:00 PM): ok,, wtf

DimeStoreZen0 (11:09:16 PM): SHOW THE LOVE ive got the clap HSAAARFDSAAAAA LETS KISS

tokyoeye12 (11:09:26 PM): why does everyone in teh free world and /or last.fm listen to muse 24 hours a goddam day?

tokyoeye12 (11:09:46 PM): jenny, pleaser

tokyoeye12 (11:09:51 PM): i mean please

tokyoeye12 (11:09:58 PM): jenny pleaser

DimeStoreZen0 (11:09:59 PM): ALL MUSE IS IS A SAPPY RADIOHEAD

DimeStoreZen0 (11:10:26 PM): I FANTASIZE ABOUT THOM YORKE GETTING DRUNK & SLAPPING MEAROUND

DimeStoreZen0 (11:10:46 PM): "not too hard"

tokyoeye12 (11:10:51 PM): you dont need to fantasize honey

tokyoeye12 (11:11:06 PM): ill keep one of my eyes cleosed, get drunk and slap you around

tokyoeye12 (11:11:10 PM): not too hard

tokyoeye12 (11:11:17 PM): but kind of hard

Currently Listening Elana James By Elana James see related

jim bloom is so easy to listen to

can i take a greyhound south

what is inside a glacier?

i have a problem with the moon

& national public radio

HAHAHhahaHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA freedom fence

I listen to cover songs all night

 I think someone can always do better

 a voice better suited

oh look you didn’t think of this…!

 but isn’t it wonderful to grow & admit our mistakes with out a  smile or frown just an oh! Right…ill do better next time

 I want to do better I want to love

not just one person not just my cat not just novels & cigarettes I want to really love I want to talk to everyone the same I forget we all have lives( tunnel vision) i want to wake up without alarm clocks I want sparrow symphonies I want coffee all the time I want tea rivers I want clean water I want sunshine I want the night I want to flow I want to be okay with the seasons

 trees do it

 birds move

I put on a scarf & think its enough im not mean & think its enough but when I don’t put out anything to the universe how dare  I expect a knock on my door how silly to expect smiles why cant I say hi first why cant I get over myself

& just be.

 I feel bad for my cats they have to sleep under roofs & eat dry food & play with me I was a cat in a past life I was a queen I was a peasant I was a jerk I want to reach it

I will

 if I die on my way there, okay. At least I was going . at least I didn’t die in my bed after nine hours of sleep at least I didn’t die in ohio at least I didn’t die a completely horrible person I want to not be afraid of death isn’t it good?

Isn’t it good when a movie ends isn’t it good driving home after a two hour conversation & its closer to morning than midnight & you hear an old song on the radio that is played just for you just for that moment?

I want to be okay with endings & goodbyes I want to be excited for you for me I want to feel loss so that when it all comes around I am filled with twice as much as I had I want to wait I want to patient I want to know that you’ll call me every Monday for the rest of my life but you wont & I know it so why not accept

every time a bird sings you’ll know it’s a song from me I am the tide I am the ocean steady Ill be your vacation spot & in ten years when we all have kids I’ll meet them & in fifteen years when we all start going gray  we’ll vow not to dye our hair & in twenty five years when we are all divorced or alcoholics or poets or accidental grandparents or aging rockstars or hermits or salesmen we’ll still get drunk & laugh. In thirty years …oh lord…will we be at peace? I hope so. I hope we are singing the same songs, maybe with softer voices maybe with louder ones, but we will be singing together

all i want is a rocking chair

sunset shinin in her red red hair

 play a song to let the night come in

were all gathering memories again

take me west & let my soul fall out

 take me south & let my hair hang down

i feel peaceful & i feel fine

& my brothers here with his bottle of wine

i have all the family i need

takes me where our bones can breathe

this is my lullaby for tonight.

ohio oh oh god ohio why havent i left yet?